I recently told you about my sixth sense or highly tuned perception and some it’s effects on my life. Much of what I tell you next is a by-product of that gift. You see, I learned to fear a lot when I was very little.
The fear wasn’t because I had a bad home life, in fact I had a great home life. It was because of the energy I felt around me. I didn’t yet know how to protect my own body and soul from the effects of my highly tuned perception and this led a great amount of fear. I was afraid all the time. I had a great fear of men in particular. That fear of men was probably due in part to that man in the mall I told you about earlier.
Now, if you’ve studied anything about the law of attraction you know that you attract to yourself what you think about and that your feelings greatly affect the speed that things come to you. If you haven’t heard about the law of attraction yet, then let me tell you about how I first learned about it. What I learned has proved to be a highly valuable lesson.
The first signs of stress…
The first signs of illness appeared when I was just six years old. I developed a cough. The doctors had no explanation for it. At that point in time the asthma I developed later in life wasn’t apparent. I simply coughed and coughed. Almost 40 years later I still cough, but not as much. Personally I believe that it was my body’s way of trying to get rid of the toxic energy I was feeling all around me. It was the fear trying to escape.
The fear first manifested itself when…
I was in in first grade and riding my bike down the street. There in front of me, blocking the sidewalk was the neighborhood bully. I felt like turning around and avoiding a confrontation, but I decided to face my fears head-on. I approached him on my bike, and attempted to go around him on the grass. He knocked me off the bike, grabbed me, and took me to his garage where he sexually assaulted me. He told me if I ever told anyone he would hurt my little brothers. So I never told anyone, until now. Except in the form of a cough.
Shortly after that, and thankfully, we moved. But the effects of that event was still with me. Particularly the fear.
The Fear Followed Me
We moved to another nice neighborhood on the east side of town. We had a TV broadcaster, attorneys and doctors for neighbors. The next few years were fairly uneventful, at least as far as this particular topic goes. I still felt a great amount of fear which attracted to me the following events, which I’ll tell you about shortly.
Don’t believe in the law of attraction?
Keeping reading this blog and see what you think…
Related Articles:
- My Life Story - Part 4; You Get What You Think About
- My Life Story - Part 3; Intruder Shatters My Vision of Being Safe at Home
- My Life Story - Part 1; My Highly Tuned Perception
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